Talking Infertility for Latter-day Saints

How to support your loved one struggling with infertility.

Navigating the emotional experience around infertility.
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The Do's and Don't's on Talking About Infertility

Tips and tools to help friends and family talk with those who are suffering from infertility.

When I was around twenty-five, I was told I couldn't have children due to a diagnosis of "unexplained infertility." That was over two decades ago, and one of my most satisfying experiences as a therapist is to help Latter-day Saint women navigate the tricky labyrinth of emotions around reproductive trauma, including both primary and secondary infertility.

 

Infertility is one of the hardest experiences anyone will ever face. For many, the desire to have a baby is encoded in our biology. For Latter-day Saint couples, it's also part of our culture's DNA, often complicating the infertility journey due to cultural expectations and mores. Dealing with the cyclic nature of infertility and the pressure and desire to concieve can often lead to depression and anxiety as medical procedures, fragile hope, and sometimes devastating loss collide. With support, those suffering from infertility can avoid the deepening anguish of depression, hopelessness, and despair.

 

On this page, I provide some quick tips and tools for those who know someone struggling with depression and who want to offer support and love through this stressful time. For those suffering from infertility, I've included some helpful ideas for mental and emotional health.

F​RIENDS AND FAMILY

DON'T DO THIS

1.) Don't complain about your pregnancy or your kids. Your friend, who is struggling with infertility, wouldn't necessarily enjoy morning sickness or cleaning projectile vomit any more than you. But your complaints are a painful reminder of the many blessings she doesn't currently enjoy.

2.) Avoid discussing your birthing stories. Women struggling with infertility understand that there's a bond that comes when women share this incredible journey of birth. But for those who aren't part of that bond, when birthing stories are shared, the energy in the conversation immediately shifts to one of exclusion.

3.) Don't joke about infertility or your friend's inability to get pregnant. This should be a no-brainer, but I've heard women report that they've been told things such as, "Maybe you should stand on your head after sex." Lol. Or, "You'll probably need a whole lot of practice." Haha.

4.) Don't push your friend to go to church. Instead, get curious about her absence. "We missed you. What kept you from coming to church today? Do you want to talk about it?"

5.) Don't minimize their experience or try to make them feel better. Comments such as, "You're so lucky. You get to sleep through the night." Or, "I wish I could go on vacation anytime." aren't helpful. Many folks don't sleep through the night, with or without a baby, and chances are your friend doesn't get to go on vacation anytime she wants.

6.) Don't take it personally if your friend seems inconsistent in her desire to talk about her struggle. There may be days when she needs to vent, share, or just talk about her experience. And there may be other days when she doesn't want to discuss it. Maybe she's on the edge of an ugly cry or she'd prefer not to think about it for a few minutes. If you give her space to share or offer the opportunity to talk, and she chooses not to, it's okay. Ask again on another day.

7.) Don't question your friend's decision to stop infertility treatment. Most couples who come to this decision don't do so lightly. Instead, offer unconditional support. (See more under 6 in the next section.)

 

8.) Don't offer advice, especially cliched advice. "Just relax." "Go on vacation." "My cousin's best friend tried..." "Just give it time." For Latter-day Saint women, the advice can take even a more painful bend. "Have you tried praying more often?" "Maybe you need a blessing." "You need to strengthen your faith." "Maybe God doesn't want you to be a mother." None of this is helpful, and in fact, causes a woman struggling with infertility to feel judged and stigmatized. Anytime we question someone's spirituality, we're putting ourselves in the position of knowing more about them and their relationship with God than they do. Don't go there. 

DO THIS INSTEAD

1.) Research infertility, and when it feels right, ask your friend about her specific treatment. This shows investment and that you care. 

2.) If you become pregnant, tell your friend in private. This gives her the opportunity to work through her feelings without onlookers. Even if you choose to share on social media, reach out to your friend first, so she isn't blindsided by your announcement. When one friend gets pregnant and another can't, this can alter the relationship, creating a sense of loss for the one strugging with infertility. By telling your friend about your pregnancy in private, you'll allow her to settle into the new dynamics of your friendship that will help keep the friendship in tact.

3.) Converse about other things you have in common. Do you both practice yoga? Do you both love to write, read the same books, enjoy cooking or baking? Do you have similiar jobs? Find these common elements of your friendship and talk about them.

4.) Do include her in group conversations by talking about things that aren't focused on children, child-rearing, or pregnancy.

5.) Check in if you don't hear from your friend or if you've noticed a change in her communication habits.

6.) Offer support if infertility treatments need to stop for any reason, including financial considerations, lack of progress, relationship or marital pressure, mental and physical exhaustion, or they've just decided to give it up. A visit and the ability to be emotionally available can help your friend weather the turbulency that comes from the infertility journey.

By putting some thought, effort, care, and compassion into your friendship, you'll be able to offer your friend a safe harbor in the middle of difficult journey.

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Working Through the Emotions of Infertility

Navigating the mental and emotional health of infertility.

Infertility isn't often discussed, but for couples who've always wanted a baby, it's one of the most difficult life experiences they'll face. For Latter-day Saint couples, the pressure can be even more pronounced as large families are considered the norm, and for many women, children often equal status. For those who can't conceive, stigma, insensitivity, and the lack of community can be heart-wrenching. In the tips below, I offer some thoughts on how to navigate the emotions surrounding infertility.

 

1.) Look to your own mental health. Studies show that stress and other emotional experiences associated with infertility treatment does not affect the couple’s ability to get pregnant (Clayton & Nonacs, 2020). However, the jury is mixed when it comes to whether chronic anxiety, depression, or stress interferes with fertility (Clayton & Nonacs, 2020). It's also important to note that depression seems to play a role in determining whether a woman will seek infertility treatment and/ or stay in treatment (Clayton & Nonacs, 2020). If you're struggling with depression, and you want to get pregnant, see your OB/GYN. Most doctors wouldn’t necessarily want you to start anti-depressants while actively trying to get pregnant or during pregnancy, but they can offer you alternatives. If you’re already taking anti-depressants, it’s vital that you talk to your doctor before discontinuing that or any medication.

 

If you're looking for an alternative to anti-depressants, you can ask your physician about therapy. Speaking with a therpaist is a great way to help work through many mental illnesses. Talk therapy can also help you sort through your emotional experiences around infertility. It’s not uncommon for women to have feelings of betrayal, resentment, jealousy, anger, and envy of friends who are able to get pregnant. Talking with a therapist can help you work through these feelings and create more stability in your life through the roller-coaster of infertility and the emotions that accompany it, whatever choices you make around your efforts to get pregnant.

 

2.) Find healthy ways to cope. Each of us has our own set of coping mechanisms that we employ during times of stress. Some of these may be healthy while others can lead to greater stress and discouragement. Implementing healthy coping strategies is a great way to stay grounded. Here are two coping strategies you might find helpful.

 

  • A Meaning-based coping strategy is when we take a difficult experience we’re going through, and we make meaning out of it. Maybe we recognize that we’ve learned something important through our struggle with infertility. Or perhaps there's a gift or lesson that’s attached to our trial that wouldn’t be available any other way. Taking stock of the good that has come from the terrible is a great way to reframe the difficulties surrounding infertility and recognizing the value that has come from what you're going through. However, meaning-based coping might not always feel right. It can be hard to count blessings in the midst of suffering. If that’s the case, we can employ another coping strategy.

  • Problem-solving coping. When we move into problem-solving coping, we take a look at the issue and determine the best course of action at that time. We sort out our options and determine what's best for us and come up with a plan that can help us move toward our goal. When it comes to infertility, problem-solving coping isn’t chipped in stone. Instead, it’s written in pencil. We can always go back and readjust the steps we’re taking, dependent on what we need. However, I also suggest that once you have a plan in place, and you’ve worked through whatever you can control, then step back and implement the plan. When it comes to infertility, there’s so much uncertainty that at some point, we have to solve what we can and leave the rest. If your plan needs an adjustment, you’ll know it. Solve what you can in the moment and then move forward.

One thing to remember with all coping strategies is that your spouse will most-likely have a different strategy. Men have a tendency to focus on problems and solutions while women are drawn more to finding meaning. Give your spouse some room to work through infertility in a way that works best for them and try to partner with them as you both work on coping.

 

3.) Advocate for yourself. Give some thought to what you need and then advocate for those things. If you have friends who are also trying to get pregnant, discuss with them what you need around the news of their pregnancy, if they happen to get pregnant before you. Do you want a phone call, a text, or some face-to-face time? Do you want them to get in touch with you before making a general broadcast on social media or in a group of friends? How do you feel about shower invitations and birth announcements?

 

Speak to your friends and family members about the kind of support you need. Much of the time, friends and family want to help but they don’t know how, so they end up doing or saying nothing. Infertility can become the elephant in the room that can strain family relationships and friendships. If you emotionally feel safe in your relationships, then don’t be afraid to approach the subject first.

4.) Try to stick to a routine. Our brains love routine because it’s closely related to certainty, and humans crave certainty. It helps us feel safe. Sometimes, when we find ourselves stuck in a rut, it’s a good idea to shake up our routine, but infertility treatment is different. Infertility is truly a life altering crisis with its own trauma. Suddenly, it feels as if everything from our temperature to our sex lives revolves around conception. This leaves us feeling unstable and depressed as our routine is thrown into disarray.

 

In trying to create a routine, make sure you keep a calendar with your appointments, medication requirements, and other treatment necessities clearly written out, so you don’t have to guess about what’s coming next in your treatment plan. Also try to go to bed and get up at the same time every day. Sleep is an important component to overall health, and when we can routinize our sleep, it helps the rest of the day fall into place. Keep meals at the same time, as well. This not only helps anchor us in our day but encourages healthy eating.

 

5.) You get to decide how you want to handle the holidays. In the church, we make a big deal out of Mother’s and Father’s Day. If you need to stay home on those days, then do so. If you have a responsibility that would require your presence, start looking for a substitute far in advance. Most folks don’t want to take on an extra chore during Mother’s or Father’s Day, but if you approach them early enough, they can often make room for the job in their schedule. If the day catches you by surprise, and you just can’t manage it, then call as early as possible to let others know that you won’t be in attendance.

 

Christmas, Thanksgiving, Easter, and other holidays can also be difficult, especially if they involve big family gatherings. Talk with your family about what you’re able to do and what you can attend. If your family enjoys making big announcements such as engagements, pregnancies, missionary calls, etc. at these gatherings, ask family members in advance to let you know if there’s going to be a baby announcement, so you can be prepared when the news is shared with the family.

6.) Find your tribe. Every study done about every possible illness, including infertility makes it clear that we do better when we're connected. It's no surprise, really. Our brains are wired for connection and community. If the COVID pandemic has taught us anything, it's that we need each other. But community is one of the most difficult things about infertility. It's easy to feel alone when suffering from infertility. Our lives become immersed in tests, doctor's appointments, and a language no one else really understands. Church members often ask insensitive and thoughtless questions that can further isolate us. But that doesn't mean we have to be alone. What it does mean is that you're probably the one who's going to have to reach out. There's a couple of ways to do this.

 

First, look for those who are also going through infertility treatment. You can begin by looking online for groups such as resolve.org or American Society for Reproductive Medicine or ASRM at reproductivefacts.org. These organizations are designed specifically for individuals working through infertility. There are also social media pages dedicated to both infertility and Latter-day Saints who are suffering with infertility. Consider searching for what fits your specific needs.

Second, look for individuals who share your varied interests. Do you enjoy yoga? Do you write or garden? Are you interested in nutrition, exercise, or the outdoors? Whatever you enjoy, look for like-minded people who can share your joy around the same things. When working through infertility treatement, it's easy for our cyclic process to become all-consuming while these other pieces of us become small. But we need other interests and people. Don't let those parts of you fade into the background. Instead, use them as a force for good to help you connect both with others and yourself. 

Infertility is traumatic, involving a wide range of feelings. It can often feel as if we're living in a cyclic nightmare of tests, menstrual cycles, doctor's examinations, hope, and despair. But we do have some say in this. We can mitigate some of the difficulties that come with this diagnosis if we're willing to take control of what's ours to control by finding healthy ways to cope, treating ourselves with gentleness while advocating for what we need, and doing our best to stick to a routine. These tips can help us feel grounded.

If you begin to feel that your journey through infertility is overwhelming, despairing, or making it hard for you to manage your day-to-day life. If you feel like hurting yourself, giving up on life, or your emotions are running the show more often than not, then please consider seeing a therapist. There are good therapists out there who are willing and able to help you through this difficult time. To find a good therapist, you can ask for a referral from your bishop, Relief Society president family services, or ask others who've sought therapy through their infertility journey.

 

Clayton, E., & Nonacs, R. (2020, December 10). The intertwining effect of mood disorders and infertility. Psychiatric Times, 37(12).